i find you in pieces
in meanings
in the deepest of darkest
secrets
to the wind and i’m gone
drifting on sin
to feel you
this aggressiveness
a touch felt surface
i extend to repent
ideas in my head
the echoes of song
the vibrations of hands against
my ears are something i hold
so ever clear
to swim in this
to feel bliss in my truth
i miss ideas of us
words atop hills i recall
in summers of twenties
to realize is to believe
to find you in song
i seem to hear everything
words and conversations
i hear the wind
it’s flickering
in and out
the doors are shutting
it’s revolving and i’m spinning
i live to exist
not in time but in this
in hypertrophy
but not as you think
i extend in cells
i become to be
i break to find
i extend my life
to expand in time
i believed in you
as i believed in this
truth unraveled in the pause
it takes two to tango
but one to let go