i slip on my tongue
words you say
things we’ve done
fists make rounds
saliva on the ground
i wade in a fever of a sea of grief
two upon a couch with shades of disbelief
to tango with legs twist or kiss the death i’ll soon to miss
i hurdle to your please
emotional abuse became of thee
you flee at the touch of rapids
i tango with my hands
they say it hurts to be, but i said it hurts to become
we make our waves
how i slept for days in a daze where no one came
you slip on cracks
i slipped on my tongue
gave two lungs for a blood bath i soon regret
i used to use commas instead of periods
semicolons instead of deleted sentences
how i brought the knife to my neck
the way you questioned it
two became one
you became of none
killed things i believed in
i left you in the rapids
so i could breathe again
knives and necks