in our bones
is where suffering begins
aching in depth
for what it was again
from the start of where we were
in triumph for truth
basking in sin
of our knees against him
between heartache and moons
in ponds where frogs skip
and i told him
where i wanted to be
and i told him
what i wanted from him
and what he told me
you never ask
for asking is desperation
and gradual connects
are what is meant
in the end
state of despair, typically one that results in rash or extreme behavior.