to waver in question
die in hallucination
we question ourselves
in steps across boardwalks
between spaces of broken underground
i lie into you
deep diving from rivers far from blue
in destiny i choose
simple words
water and silky texture
we understand in time
i extend my thoughts to you
twenty five plus nine
like reaching from beds
twisting atop sheets
few words
emotions
how they bleed for changing
we touch by fingers
little grasp of details
running edges across hands
like bending texture across reality
i fell into the reach
eyes gazing
words become glossy
lips of uneven feeling
to say words find time
i bend to remember why
in when and in yes
things coexist and we reminicse
sweet lighting on beaches
canals in cities of water
i find myself lost in textures
remembering how this feels
the way the wind met my skin
i exist in nostalgia
beyond grasp of reality
a photographic memory
the words, the colors
the softness
the way i remember lightning
it never strikes twice
until you move through the memories
the healing
the hurting
the undying need to love yourself
always